You can write, though, so there's that. If you're into reading, I can recommend "No Longer Human" by Osamu Dazai. It won't cheer you up or anything but you might identify with the protagonist. As long as you're doing better than him, you're doing alright. Hang in there, baby.
有两部日本小说我读得津津有味：吉川英治的《Musashi》（宫本武藏）和太宰治的《No Longer Human》（人间失格）。
Two Japanese novels that I thoroughly enjoyed are Eiji Yoshikawa's Musashi and Osamu Dazai's No Longer Human.
不过你文笔不错，这也算个优势。如果你喜欢阅读，我可以推荐太宰治的《No Longer Human》。它不会让你振作起来什么的，但你可能会对主角产生共鸣。只要你过得比他好，那就还算不错。撑住啊，朋友。
You can write, though, so there's that. If you're into reading, I can recommend "No Longer Human" by Osamu Dazai. It won't cheer you up or anything but you might identify with the protagonist. As long as you're doing better than him, you're doing alright. Hang in there, baby.